I've Got Dreams to Remember

Being a senior in college is scary. I am old and I guess this is the first real time in my life where I feel like an adult. It could be because every other weekend I come home to work at my internship and at the gym. I also feel like an adult because I am starting to see my family members for who they really are. That is probably scarier than being a senior in college. As a child, you look up to these people and think they are perfect in every way. As an adult, you see them for their selfishness, arrogance, and their ability to not care about anything but the name brand things in the world. Things that they believe make them feel cool and important, but really they are nothing. Examples would be an expensive phone, expensive sunglasses, and an expensive car. I am not saying that these things aren't nice, but do you really need those things? NO! If you start wanting them more than spending time with your family, being happy, or finding love then something is wrong. REALLY WRONG! This sometimes makes me feel crazy, because I feel like everyone is wanting and getting these big expensive things that they don't really need. Then there is me who prays that I will be able to pay back my loans. Instead of thinking I am crazy, I am going to continue to work hard but also dream a little. I actually always wanted a blackberry. I have always had the old phones without the internet that were so stupid. My phone died on me this past Wednesday, and as I am at the store I was actually going to get another stupid phone. I would save the money, and all that other stuff. Then, I stopped myself and just did it. I have been really happy with it too :)

From now on I am going to make a list of things that I want to do someday. I'm sorry if they are boring and stupid, but I like them so that's all that matters.

1. I want to learn how to surf.

2. I want to go to North Carolina and see where One Tree Hill is filmed.

3. I want to run in some kind of race. 5K, Half Marathon, or Marathon. I'd really be happy with anything.

4. I also want to go to California, Boston, and Texas.

5. I want to go see the Cubs play at Wrigley Field, Boston play at Fenway, and San Francisco play at AT&T Park.

6. I want to go to Australia and back to Europe.

See you later :)