Isn't that the truth? A picture can tell you everything. A moment can explain everything, and by capturing that moment with a picture you get that feeling again that you had at the moment. That feeling could be good or bad, but it is something that mattered in one moment in time. We don't always remember moments, but when you do it is a nice feeling. When you remember a sad moment, you are proud of yourself because you got through it. Of course, at the time it felt like the end of the world. When you remember a good moment, you remember how good it felt and how you are going to fight to make it happen again. I watched One Tree Hill this past week, and they talked about the River Court. They are trying to get rid of the River Court which has so much history to it. Good and bad history, but when looking at a picture of the River Court the memories start coming and there are so many that it is hard to stop. I want each picture that I look at to be a memory that makes me feel good. Good because I pulled myself out of that deep spot or because I was so happy.
PS- I am going to my first Phillies game next week :)
Friday, May 13, 2011
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
I Shall Believe
There are many people today who are angry, unforgiving, and hateful. I don't want to be one of them. People have different lifestyles and different beliefs. I want to be open and I want to be helpful. I want to make people happy, no matter who they are and what they look like. I am not the girl who has tons of friends, but I have a good amount. I have done everything I can to keep those people in my life. Those people aren't perfect at all, but they are mine. I just wish people would be happy for me that I have them. It is hard becoming older because you have so much to figure out and so much to do. You don't have the time to spend time with everybody that you want because of internships, jobs, and other responsibilities.
I know I have spoken about graduation before, but this should be it. I didn't know how to explain it, but I have decided that it was bittersweet. Its hard leaving the weird little town, that I thought that I would never love. I know my way around Bloomsburg and it has turned into a place which is comfortable. There is only a couple places that I am comfortable at in this world, and Bloomsburg is one of them. I am not sad to leave parts of Bloomsburg though. I will miss the gym and I will miss my work study job. I will miss certain classes, but many I won't. There are certain people and certain things that I am glad I am leaving there.
After the moment I received a case for my degree, I sat there and it was a strange feeling. I had the wind taken out of me because I knew that another chapter of my life was ending. It is scary and exciting. But that is the whole thing about life. One day at a time. One chapter at a time.
I know I have spoken about graduation before, but this should be it. I didn't know how to explain it, but I have decided that it was bittersweet. Its hard leaving the weird little town, that I thought that I would never love. I know my way around Bloomsburg and it has turned into a place which is comfortable. There is only a couple places that I am comfortable at in this world, and Bloomsburg is one of them. I am not sad to leave parts of Bloomsburg though. I will miss the gym and I will miss my work study job. I will miss certain classes, but many I won't. There are certain people and certain things that I am glad I am leaving there.
After the moment I received a case for my degree, I sat there and it was a strange feeling. I had the wind taken out of me because I knew that another chapter of my life was ending. It is scary and exciting. But that is the whole thing about life. One day at a time. One chapter at a time.
Friday, May 6, 2011
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